more play
less thinking
more fun
less weight
more lightness
more dancing
(not that i dance but you know what i mean :)
more hills
more climbing
more sitting on hills
more seeing
less worry
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Monday, December 28, 2009
28/12/2009
at this time of year i think a great deal about my family
mainly though
i think about my dad
not my biological dad
but the man who raised me with my mum
we have never had a great relationship
it has been worse than it is now
but it is still not great
there are things i do not like like about my dad
these qualities often come out at this time year
there are things however that i do like about him
he is
single minded
focused
guiltless
i wish i was a bit more like him
especially at this time of year
mainly though
i think about my dad
not my biological dad
but the man who raised me with my mum
we have never had a great relationship
it has been worse than it is now
but it is still not great
there are things i do not like like about my dad
these qualities often come out at this time year
there are things however that i do like about him
he is
single minded
focused
guiltless
i wish i was a bit more like him
especially at this time of year
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Christmas
all i want
is to sit
on a mountain
with
a person i love
and
watch the world
rise
and
fall
rise
and
fall
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Grind
i am soft
feeling bones today
i am long
lists
i am blue-prints
i am setting up
ramps
scaffolding
in anticipation of the day
when
i forgive and excuse
my harbour of personal violence
and
just
release
feeling bones today
i am long
lists
i am blue-prints
i am setting up
ramps
scaffolding
in anticipation of the day
when
i forgive and excuse
my harbour of personal violence
and
just
release
Monday, December 14, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
I want a black yin and yang t-shirt
on this Sunday
further comment seems pointless
for i am stuck in the past
and
there seems no way forward
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Naked on a bed, covered in wine
i think what i miss most about being close to someone
is the possibility of collapsing
that gulf that exists between everyone
all of the time
being with someone physically
wanting them and loving them
in a single action
repeated over and over
it seems to leave behind the inaccuracies
of everyday language
it is my favourite thing
i miss it
is the possibility of collapsing
that gulf that exists between everyone
all of the time
being with someone physically
wanting them and loving them
in a single action
repeated over and over
it seems to leave behind the inaccuracies
of everyday language
it is my favourite thing
i miss it
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
nuthin
today i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing
from nothing today i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing from nothing today
i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing from nothing
from nothing today i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing from nothing today
i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing from nothing today i get nothing from nothing
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
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