The back end of the anxiety I felt for the first period of my life is much reduced. Lingering still however in a greatly diminished form. The conspiracies that filled the spaces between myself and the world have lifted and I have created an opportunity to see each of you clearly, free from suspicion. This is a period of much reduced rage and malice. The life I have chosen may still end very badly but the likelihood of an average to positive outcome has increased.
My fear is in decline.